She’s my best friend. She was my girlfriend for 3 years, but I took advantage of what a loving person she is and screwed everything up and didn’t treat her right. I’m changing so much, clinging on to the hope that one day I’ll be the luckiest guy in the world and get to wake up next to her beautiful self every morning for the rest of my life. She’s the only one that has ever accepted me for who I am and has loved me unconditionally. She’s the only one I want to be with. I’m so sorry, it’s tearing me apart inside knowing how horribly I treated you. I will change, I love you more than anything in the world.